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Showing posts with label JFT. Show all posts
Showing posts with label JFT. Show all posts

Sunday, April 5, 2015

Journaling for Therapy #3

Who would be on my guest list at my dream party?

(Its now a rave, fool!)

Guests may be real or fictional, alive or dead. (Author note: Guests are listed in no particular order, so no bitching if you find yourself further down the list than you think you should be.)

(Also known as the list that never ends. It just goes on and on my friends! A list that started up so very long ago, and I keep on adding to it forever and so you know this is the list that never ends...)
  • Sir Much-a-Lot (my son)
  • Princess Kitten (my daughter)
  • Daddy
  • Amy Kline
  • Eric
  • Haley
  • Megan
  • Dylan
  • Samantha Shyrock
  • Tabitha
  • Cassandra (I hope I got their names right!)
  • Christina Burch
  • Blayke
  • Langxtin (I hope I spelled her name right, I'll fix it if I didn't.)
  • Aunt Janice
  • Heather
  • (Chad) David
  • Mindy
  • Scott Gallupe
  • Teresa Gallupe 
  • Jason
  • Alex
  • Valerie
  • Grandma Jackie
  • Grandma
  • Grandpa
  • Grandpa (Mom's dad who killed himself when she was a toddler)
  • Teri McGlade
  • Christina McClellan
  • Sheri Velarde
  • Danielle Miles
  • Kris <3
  •  Jason I
  •  Jason's wife and kids
  • Michelangelo
  • Van Gogh
  • Bach
  • Mozart
  • Shakespeare
  • King Arthur
  • Lancelot
  • Merlin
  • Puck
  • Loki
  • Thor
  • Aphrodite
  • Aries
  • Poseidon
  • Acheron
  • Simi
  • Lestat
  • Louis
  • Anita Blake
  • JeanClaude
  • Richard
  • Janet Jackson
  • Michael Jackson
  • Sully (Godsmack)
  • Elvis
  • Marius
  • Savitar
  • Stephen King
  • Mark Twain
  • George Orwell
  • Ray Bradbury
  • Anne Rice
  • Sherrilyn Kenyon
  • Eminem
  • Dracula
  • Sookie Stahouse
  • Daryll Dixon
  • Daryll Carter
  • Rick
  • Carl 
  • Michonne
  • Carol
  • Harry Potter
  • Hermione Granger
  • Dumbledore
  • John Wells
  • Wolverine
  • Hugh Jackman
  • Captain Jack Sparrow
  • Mad Hatter
  • Johnny Depp
  • Dr Who
  • Captain James T Kirk
  • Spock
  • Leonard Nimoy
  • Robin Williams
  • Captain JeanLuc Picard
  • Gandolf
  • Madonna
  • LMFAO (all of them)
  • Katarina Perrin (the character)
  • Amir
  • Nadia
  • Aphrodite Rose
  • Aria
  • Candis Perrin
  • Perrin Ayaba
  • Raven
I'll add more as I go along...

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Journaling for Therapy #2

What is a mistake often made about me?


People tend to assume that I am happy. I smile, I joke, I laugh. But inside, where it counts, I'm not always happy.

What I am is a scared little girl trapped in a cage being poked, prodded, and molested by Doubt, Fear, and Worry; being fed Anger and Resentment, and given only Lies to quench her thirst. I am so very far from happy.

Thursday, April 2, 2015

Journaling for Therapy #1

What magical power would I choose if I could? How would I use it? How would I affect change in myself and the world around me?


I would choose the power to heal. Not just physical healing, but emotional as well.

I didn't choose this lightly. Immortality is something I have been obsessed with for most of my life. Healing could be, in many ways, a way to obtain that immortality. But this is more; this is deeper than the desire to live forever.

This is gaining the ability to walk into a children's hospital and cure cancer. I would be able to walk into a VA hospital and help our soldiers recover from the war. Victims would recover quicker from the attacks of their abusers.

Th Earth is a living and breathing being as well. Imagine being able to see the fish swimming in the Hudson River. Picture the return of wildlife to the areas around Chernobyll. Dream of a smog free China.

I would not do this for fame, nor for money. My daughter and I could lives as nomads, exploring the world. We could learn of other cultures, experience new things.

We wold be invisible agents of peace and love. I could heal people of their hate and contempt. Heal people so the can be free of their insecurities, free to dream. People would be free of illness and doubt, free to do what they were meant to do on this earth.

If I could have a magical power, I would heal.

~Kat